Bonjour peeps!

Just pass my 2nd sem's 1st week very peacefully lol. Nothing strange, back to the same coursemates and attend classes like normal. Yet sad things is mostly are early morning class ): can't sleep too late for this sem! The only good news is Friday is my off day lol.

Surprisingly, I am not that bad mood (whenever I back from KL) and did not miss hometown as last sem. Why? I do not know too lol Maybe I get used to it? Positive thinking? Haha it is great though. I don't want myself to isolate myself anymore! Gonna start a brand new me (:

3 communication basic courses, English level 2, entrepreneurship course and ethnic relation course for this sem. Seem less/easy huh? Actually tons of assignments need to complete and I think they are harder than last sem courses! I tried to squeeze all my presentation for communication courses before mid sem holiday so that I can concentrate on final exams and assignments. Pray hard that I can settle it fast and good!

There is one different for this sem, yours truly is taking french class instead of korean class. No choice, korean class clash to my schedule. But not that satisfy to my units, so took french class to fulfill my units. Need to at least learn 2 levels so yeah, gonna speak more french and korean have to put a side already *sob* No worries, korean is still my 1st priority hehe.

As a committee of Scholarly month, tons preparation and meetings to attend! Sigh so not in the mood. I am not very good in photoshop weh! Need to produce booklet cover and the next meeting is tomorrow sigh. I haven't complete yet! Don't know what kind of criticisms will get tomorrow ): Seriously, I am not that passion to this activity. Maybe it is not what I like? Or I am afraid of busy? So scared I can't handle it. I just do what I am responsible and hopefully the activities can end faster. Just don't wish to face it again.

Okaays up to here, I think I rant enough lol au revoir (;

Tomorrow gonna depart back to Penang. Another semester starts. Around 4 months to stay in Penang. Morning class for the whole sem. Urrgh. I hate it. Hopefully the negotiation of korean class will end up as the way I want. I just don't want to waste any units to fulfill my courses.

Feeling so mix up that I didn't feel as emo as the last time. But what I feel is worried instead of emo.
Worried whether I can cop up of studies and those uni's activities I had joined. Socialize problem I guess. I am now kinda sucks of it. Just don't know why I start to isolate myself to others. Not sure whether I have adapt the whole uni life yet. I don't know exactly what I want.

Sound weird huh. Enrolled in without really knowing is it my desire or just for my parents.
Seriously although I am now almost *ahem hem* 21 years old, I feel I have live my life so meaningless. I can't recall what good things or big achievements I had done before that I shall proud of it. I just live my life like *hell I don't care just pass it your way*

I don't want to regret cause I have no time to start all over again. I feel so insecure now. Am I choosing the right choice?

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

My 1 month holiday:

1. Eat, eat and EAT!

2. Shopping mall in KL is the best lol

3. Less Fb

4. Pass my last sem exam unexpectely with quite ok pointer muahaha

5. Spend my time with parents

6. No visiting Penang and Ipoh in this Chinese New Year

7. Less Ang Paus

8. Sleep very late(like 3am??!) and wake up very late xD

9. Boil HK and Korean drama

10. Great sales bargain

11. Less night yam cha

12. Connaught night market!

13. Face of redness and pimples T^T

14. Bought swimsuit yay!

15. Doreamon World at Genting(super long queue =.=)


16. Dyed my hair

17. Hair fall a lot now *sob sob*

18. Many times of sing k session

19. Meet up old friend!

20. Busying on coming uni's activities(making booklet and bookmark)

Tomorrow gonna back to Penang already *sob* chal-ja KL T^T I will miss you so badly!!!

Quick update:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH
Nothing happier than this! I PASS all my exam weeeeeeeeeee~!!!! Super worried some of the subject but I managed to pass it! SO CONTENTED! Don't know how much is my pointer yet but never mind, as long as I pass all then I am satisfy hoho!
Imma going to celebrate it *bigwidesmile*

Actually I am so envy to people that know music, doesn't matter one who knows how to play instruments or composing music. Sometimes I did blame myself that I did have that opportunity to learn yet I don't appreciate it. Sigh. I am getting older now, even if I start it now I think it is way toooooooooooo late!
P.S: My dear JunHyung is good in composing music! His latest master pieces are "I Knew it" that is his group's song and "Living without you", his solo singles song.

Found 2 talanted musicians in youtube and I am here to share with you guys :D

Jun Sung Ahn, a violinist from JuNCurryAhn


Justine, a pianist from seljanempire


Sungha Jung, a guitarist from jwcfree


Both of them really melted my heart! How can you not admire them!