Too much of tearing; too much of sobbing.
Too much of blaming; too much of thinking.

I am lost.
I still pondering the way to my future.
I had made my mind to study college, but my family insisted advised me to go form 6.
2 years in form 6, but may get a local University IF I have a moderate results.
Going to form 6 is really tough, I have to much more hardworking than form 5.
I have no freedom anymore. I must concentrate on my studies, my studies and my studies.
I don't think I can take this, since I am not that type of human which like a bookworm.
How about I fail my STPM results??? I don't want to get full of red marks in my STPM certificate. Nobody wants, right???

Sigh.
My future is full of darkness, obstacles and sorrow.