I had went to that event after 2 years...
Uncontrollable, my eyes fill with tears yet I don't want to cry in front of many people...
Memories between us flashed back vividly...
The place full of our memories..
From a stranger to a friend...
I do remembered that we met each other very coincidentally..
I took your number 1st.. but you came back and took mine...
And we started to sms each other during the event...
And phone each other after the event...
After that, we non-stop messaging each other, every time; everyday.
Right after you told me that you like me, I was quite stunned yet happy.
But I didn't accept you at the 1st place..
I had reluctant for a few days..
You had wrote many poems to me, all copyrighted by yourself...
Finally, I was touched by your sincerity...
It was kinda weird to start our relationship...
From a friend to that kind of relationship...
Yet I was delightful and can't stop thinking of you everyday...

Don't know since when, you started to send not-supposed-to-send-to-me message to me...
I got very annoyed and started to wonder, why you always sent to me where by you supposed to send to others????
Day by day, you always complained and complained in those message...
Why you just tell me instead sending those wrong message???
I was sick of it...
Without hesitating.. I let you go...
You did pleaded me for a few days.. and saying that you were not a toy of me..
I got very upset...
I told my best friends and seek for her advise...
She told me to stop answering your phone and don't bother your message...
I did do what my friend told me...
Later on, you stopped messaging me and our life just go on without each other...

We did have some touching and happy memories between us..
even though it was a short period..
I was happy that you always be with me...
teaching me this and that...
protect me from this and that...

If we didn't started with that kind relationship...
do our friendship not just ended like this???
Or if we didn't even meet up on that day...
do we take each others as stranger???

Maybe I just acted immature...

I do not ask for your forgiveness...
I just want to say,
I do not regret knowing you..
I do not regret be with you...
I just regret our friendship ended like this...

I know you didn't read my blog..
I just want to voice out deepest from my heart.

Friends are my best cure!!!!!
So you guys don't let me feel depressed ya!!!!