She. // Saturday, May 1, 2010
11:25 PM |
Is May now. Time is tick-tocking. She still in her day dreaming mood. She is growing up, and of course, problems getting more like a moutain. Everytime, hope is just in front of her but despair just beside it. Or hope just pass by her and she don't know how to appreciate it. Indeed she is being foolish not to mention, quite obtuse too. Her little heart is changing. Her mind can't stop thinking. She is becoming more fragile than before. She is now officially, can be say, unpredictable. She thinks a lot, related or unrelated; positive or negative. But what she thinks always the unrelated one or negative's one. She cannnot control herself. She is lost. Feeling scared and worried. Yet she wish not to cry so easily. She wants to be strong. She wants to be happy. Is that hard to achieve? Oh ya by the way, she miss you (: |