What is going on lately? Why there were so many unexpected things happened recently? Why can’t we live in a happy and cheerful days? Why so hard to survive in this world?

WHY WHY WHY?

I wish; I want; I hope.

Feelings and mood was changing fluctuated. I can be very happy now, but the next I may be gloomy, I can turn to frustrated, and change to tense. Am I ill? Am I too stress? Am I got a lot of shock? I don’t know what is wrong with me.

I hate recently, not to mention, don’t know since when, I feel sick and exhausted and boring for everything.

I don’t want to know anything; I don’t want to care anything.

Remain silent and no comment is the best way to protect myself so that I won’t get hurt.