It had been a month since I left the school.
Most of my classmates are working now, except me.
Everyday, wake up from dream, eating, surfing Internet, reading newspaper then at night, bed time again.
It is my daily routine now... the after STPM life of mine.
No touching school books, no doing homework, no tuition to go, no more schooling day for me.
Yes this is what I want.
Hate studying; hate waking up early; hate school's food; hate sitting at the open hall; hate everything of school! I am done of it!!!!!
But I started to miss those day now );
I don't have to worried much about my future. All I must retain my obligation as a student, to study for exam, exam and exam.
Yet now, I starting to fear.
What if my result is too bad to be accepted in local Uni?
What if I can't get in local Uni and wasted my 2 years time?
What if I don't know what course I want to choose?
What if I ended up accept any course the local Uni offer?
What if local Uni do not accept me, I have to work or study?
What if parents don't have enough money to allow me to further my studies in private Uni?

My mind is blank. I don't know what to do. I don't even want to think about it.
There is no plan. I never plan anything about my future.

What should I do????