Tomorrow gonna depart back to Penang. Another semester starts. Around 4 months to stay in Penang. Morning class for the whole sem. Urrgh. I hate it. Hopefully the negotiation of korean class will end up as the way I want. I just don't want to waste any units to fulfill my courses.

Feeling so mix up that I didn't feel as emo as the last time. But what I feel is worried instead of emo.
Worried whether I can cop up of studies and those uni's activities I had joined. Socialize problem I guess. I am now kinda sucks of it. Just don't know why I start to isolate myself to others. Not sure whether I have adapt the whole uni life yet. I don't know exactly what I want.

Sound weird huh. Enrolled in without really knowing is it my desire or just for my parents.
Seriously although I am now almost *ahem hem* 21 years old, I feel I have live my life so meaningless. I can't recall what good things or big achievements I had done before that I shall proud of it. I just live my life like *hell I don't care just pass it your way*

I don't want to regret cause I have no time to start all over again. I feel so insecure now. Am I choosing the right choice?

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.