I write this on behalf of what have happened at the night of 505, midnight of 506. At the beginning of result announcement by the newscaster in the tv, a lot of seats had won by current ruling coalition, fine, that was just the beginning, there is a lot seats. Luckily I have subscribed mobile internet, I can updated a lot of news and one of the good news were that opposition have won some of the important seats, but the tv news still didn’t announce anything about the winning of opposition. Fine, I endure it since eventually the winning shall be announced. In a very delightful mood as I saw sparks light and better future for me, and my future children. How nervous I am to know which party have won and cheer out loud. Everything still smooth sailing and glad that Malaysia finally have a better election. All went bad when Bentong at Pahang seats fight between Wong Tack and Liow Tiong Lai. It was supposedly won by Wong Tack but suddenly the electricity went black out and when it was recovered, the election commission realized there were 8 extra ballot boxes still haven’t counted. And when the votes inside those 8 boxes were counted, Liow Tiong Lai took the won by winning more 300++ votes than Wong Tack. Everyone like gone wild and viral in the social sites and can’t believe in our own eyes, we have know and witnessed everything in this election day. Moving on a lot of seats had won by the ruling coalition and very fast the coalition had won more than half of the parliament seats.

Okay the story ends. What I feel? From frustrated, depressed, speechless until emo. Like what I have studied in my course, democratic does not apply in practical; it is for god and godness, not human. I know the theory but I was hoping maybe this time, this only time can be change, there is democratic in the country and help us to achieve what we want. I am so naive. Malaysian are so naive. How come you can win when the election commission is not a neutral organization? Which it is suppose to be! How can you even win when the media is controlled by particularly someone? All the news that they reported is siding but not equal and fair news? Anything is impossible! Although we are naive, but we are not dumb and fool. They thought they can deceive us like a little kid. They want to win, now they have it, but they can’t win the citizens heart anymore. Now, what we can do this be alert, be aware of what they might do to us. 5 years more, our spirit will continue and rise until the next election! Nobody can bring us down!