Guys who flash a wide teeth smile/smiley eyes(especially my 남자 친구 above ㅋㅋㅋㅋ), 내가 많이 좋아해 *heart melts* 완전히 플레이어!!!

“For me, the camera is a sketch book, an instrument of intuition and spontaneity.” - Henri Cartier-Bresson

I never being shy when the camera focuses on me(hell yeah I was that confident lol) and I used to play with my dad's PDA(that was not the smartphones era and the PDA miraculously took better quality of selfie picture). Right after I got my very first camera phone, selfie was the hit thing although there was no front camera! Still amazed with our used-to-be skill but now I think all of us rely on front camera lol.

But all it turned upside down after I had a massive acne breakouts. Those acne really killed my self-esteem and I always feeling shy to see people face to face. That was the time I felt everyone saw me like a freak. Although now the acne has reduced *touch wood* but there are still minor breakouts and post-acne scars and spots on my face. Nevertheless, I still adore photography just like before just my love of self portrait switches to others. As usual, the #typicalasian which I love to snapshot foods!

But ever since there is instagram, the hit of #ootd which the whole look of a person made us think taking full shot picture is also very pretty! A human plus a phone camera and everyone is a model LOL You don't have to envy those photographers being bias only look out for pretty ladies to do photo-shooting, instead your friend can do it too(premiss your friend has a better skill of photography or else you will look fat/short/ugly in picture). And for yourselves, just be confidence! The essence of the photo is also depends on the confidence you carried. You will be surprised that sometimes the pictures looks good once you gear up your confidence. So don't afraid to pose anything you want!

I am luckily enough that the friends I hang out with usually take decent pictures but sometimes I can't help myself to shoot 43798910 times just to get the best picture LOL #girlsbeinggirls

Wee-wang-wang. I was busy like a bee! Am still busy right now! Heavy loads of editing is on going, but the bright side is all the shooting and radio on air had ended. Oh wait, not to forgot my design class, now left one software to learn! Which means the last heavy project is waiting for me sighhhhh.

Oh my god I was literally half dead all along the shooting. I always slept earlier(like 10am) and woke up at early morning(like 7am). Those few days has been my nightmare and the whole shooting it didn't went very smoothly. Don't feel to elaborate more as I had already fed up of everything and just follow the stream. Screwed us a lot but now thinking back it was really hallelujah as it already passed!

Now on, just hope the editing part will be going smoothly! *pray hard*

P.S: Less than one month I will be officially an unemployed!
P.S.S: Imma really have to start thinking what to do after graduate!

Kay don't want to burden you all with my stress thoughts so here are the pictures during the shooting and radio on air :)

Hey peeps! I just back from my ultimate-final-last mid semester holiday! No holiday after become a true employee lol. The down side of this holiday was unable to meet up everyone. Blame the only car in my home is not available(my sis drive to Penang-Ipoh for working). Even I went out with my parents taking bus, so pathetic lol.

Anyway, do you know I never ride an airplane before? Haha yea I am that kind or rural lolololol so this time back to KL I was able to experience taking a flight :D I love it so much that I whined about how fast the plane reached KL(1st flight took 45mins, 2nd flight took 35mins only zzz). LOL I know I sounds so lame but I can't help it, the ride was too fast! Anyway, as usual, when you board into a plane the first time and your seat was next to the window so you can't stop taking pictures the whole journey! Okay I am getting annoying LOLOLOL
Sunrise, too bad I was sitting the opposite side so the sky was orangy/pinky instead the big egg yolk.

On the way back Penang. The cloud was so fluffy I feel like eating it nyam! xD

Second thing to be excited was my newly IT product, the detachable phone lenses! (Which I complained before about the process of purchasing in my previous post, for the whole story you can look up from there) The first thing when I reached home was immediately checking the lenses whether it was on good condition or not and hands on on it. Luckily, nothing disappointing and I had been bringing it out every outing teehee! I really love how it can take the whole scenery so nice but the downside is, it only focus the middle and things beside is not that clear. I had experimented with food and people only, forgot to take it out to use it when I was on my way flied to Penang. 


Jump topic, this last seven weeks will be my hectic and crucial weeks. Fyp starts production, involve in Impact Week and Graphic Comm big projects. All gonna 'accompany' me till the very end of my schooling years. You know all these things are stressing me and I keep saying I am going to commit suicide. LOL. I was just kidding but the worst maybe is that solution? Geez I have to stop thinking about that which is really a irresponsible act. I am going to do my very best and if things disappoint me, I must stay positive! (you know positive energy is hardly available when negative energy surrounds every single place) Anyhooo, wish myself all the best!

Signing off,
alison aka alis aka ali aka siow ee aka small ee aka siew yu aka small one LOLOLOLOL

An impromptu photo-shoot(lol muka tebal) since I borrowed a DSLR from my friend. Teehee. Really love the quality although it is just a entry level DSLR. Gosh, making me indecisive again cause initially I gave up DSLR and go for semi-pro camera. Now, I don't know what to think!
Anyhooo, enjoy the pictures! xD I think I just need to polish up my pose and expression more then I can become a model hahahahahahah *narcissist* who want to do a photo-shoot can call me up xD *hard sell myself xD*

I know I shouldn't be acting so. I should respect her and whatever decision she make is better off than what I think. But I can't help that the promise she made to me is a valid one instead replace with others. The matter of fact it was just a small petite promise for you but I didn't see it that way. It was not a direct promise but once you said it I will take it very serious. You never said the thing was to replace the "promise" made earlier so you cannot just said I was throwing tantrum. But the most hurtful one you said "just like she said". You always favor her than me. I always know it. But the way you act when the two of us besides you is so obvious. Obviously I am just a replacement when she is not with you. You like her more and I have no intention to change your preference but please be fair when both of us are here. One of the reason I dislike her(I still got plenty reasons) is the way you being bias.

You never study me. You never try to know me. You never know how much hard time I have when I studied overstate. You thought I am all happy and adapt the life here well but it is the opposite. The first year was torturing but I didn't tell you to avoid your worrisome. You never know how miserable when there is time I hope you are just beside me. I buy things that I want using my own money and only sometimes I want a thing and I requested from you(normally not big issue things like groceries), you said I ALWAYS want the one but you see, mostly I can settle myself without your help. What is your definition of  ALWAYS want the thing I want. If you want to count like that please LIST it down to make me clear HOW I ALWAYS THROW TANTRUM when I didn't get what I want. I don't want to argue cos there is third party there, if I want to I can just SHOUT how I didn't ask you or request you to do if I CAN HANDLE MY OWN.

#heartbroken #ialwaysknowit